#sunlx cat

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YAAAAAAY

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𝖘𝖔𝖑 𝖑𝖚𝖈𝖊𝖙 𝖔𝖒𝖓𝖎𝖇𝖚𝖘.

°ᡣ𐭩 . 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 digital garden.

this blog contains almost anything—from thoughts to rambles.

𝙰𝙲𝚃 𝟷. 𝙸𝙽𝚃𝚁𝙾𝙳𝚄𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽.

scene 1. about the protagonist.

call me Sunlx, Sol, or the name of the specific mental construct at the time. 18, they/he/xe. infj.

triple As: ambiamorous, agender, aspec. also a relationship anarchist.

a psychology devotee; pantologist of everything human. also into philosophy—metaphysics, epistemology, of love, and existentialism.

read. write. draw. i do a lot of things. i like a lot of things, especially intellectual and academic.

other hyperfixations: Disco Elysium, Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint (novel + manhwa), Depersonalization by Meow-Natural Studio, RPGMaker games, indie fragrances, survival horror-game mangas.

scene 2. about the stage – this blog.

main blog. every interaction will come from here.

posts are a mix between queue and manual.

the purpose of this blog isn't to gain an audience nor appeal to one. this is for record-keeping, being one of my many memory vaults. i will only be using my tags.

scene 3. stage rules – boundaries.

DNI: blank blogs, MAPs, ableism, misogynists, TERFs.

asks » of course. taken: 🖼️, 🌙, 🌑, 💖

anons » sure.

reblogs » okay!

others » no clue. ask.

𝙰𝙲𝚃 𝟸. 𝚃𝙰𝙶𝚂 & 𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙺𝚂.

scene 1. the sun – mine.

solar thoughts » opinions from mundane things to global or local events. yes, politics included.

solar asks » answers to asks.

solar interacts » non-ask interactions with me. quiz results, tag games, etc.

solar shots » my photos.

solar vents » vents.

solar creates » my art and other media.

solar writes » little narrative/prose writings.

solar ink » my longform content/writings.

scene 2. the moon – from others.

solar doves » involves friends/mutuals.

solar philosophia » quotes of my readings.

solar historia » snapshots of conversations i've had with others.

solar relatability » reblogs of things i enjoy and relate to.

scene 3. the truth – sub-tags.

solar obsession » obsessive thoughts or scenarios.

solar love » regarding love as a concept and/or experience.

solar cathedral » related to my queer-platonic soulmate, Kuro.

solar rebel » related to my cat Katze.

solar primula » related to my darling primrose, @crushingcasanova.

solar flames » related to unspecified subject(s) of obsession.

scene 4. TABLE OF CONTENT.

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SHOCKING NEWS🔥: Local obsessive person who is transparent with everything gets shocked when others point out who they are because xe feels vulnerable‼️

He sent me this and said it's me.

It's actually me what...

But what does does mean for his perception of me ..

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my whole feed has been you tweaking are you okay sweetheart? /genq /vvlh

HELP WAHHHHHH I'M SORRY i don't know what's wrong today .·°՞(≧□≦)՞°·. !!! i took my morning meds twice because i was too hyper and they didn't help .. i just get hyper and sleepy.....

usually i don't post my tweaking.. i do it in dms or drafts (i have a lot)

i am okay though! i think i just need sleep

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me when He talks to me again because i finally listen !(=>⩊<=)!

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stop stop stop stop stop feelings PLEAAAAASE. i can feel the obsession lord help [explodes]

HOT NEWS🔥: local obsessive person confused at xir own feelings and crumbled

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me when i actually can't deal with emotions (even giddiness) and refuse to tell the person themselves because then they'd know the impact they have on me so i go to dms of other people because it's embarrassing

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GIGGLING. you're kinda cute..,, (you're very cute!!) want to make a flower crown and kiss your cheeks n forehead..

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kuro's going to be disappointed once they knew i pulled an all nighter ahhh

let's talk a lil. a small ramble !

been thinking about hair colors. we settled on orange + some erm highlight ends because. well! on brand. i like this color 🌅

personally i am very happy with the choice! but then i got called by primrose as becoming a ginger. .

umm i pulled an all-nighter because i should have done my little journey entry for class prior but ... i didn't! so.

The primary nature of the aforementioned injustices is gender inequality and systematic sexism, which could manifest as, for example, gender wage gap and unequal political representation. A society is therefore considered unjust when it disadvantages women and individuals not identified as men, denying equal opportunities, autonomy and participation in social and political life.[...] A just world, in contrast, consists of gender equality: equal rights and opportunities for individuals of all genders. Envisioned examples include but are not limited to full reproductive rights and healthcare access, equal representation, and the abolition of gender-based violence. In the preceding reality, “just”–in consideration of human rights and equality–is actualized as the opportunity for any individual to reach their full potential without being hindered by gender-based expectations and accordingly, restrictions.

tired..,, i've just been laying next to kuro for half an hour to recharge before i do stuffs. wishing i could just call forth Jih but nooooooooo. not how we work .. not how he works.

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.,, i want to be an anon so bad,,,, (´•̥ ᵔ •̥`)

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I love when you're curious about me. Please keep being that way–send me your little questions! You make me feel so loved just by being yourself.

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i'm so clumsy with my words. i can't help it; i am not them.

will you love me regardless? even when i struggle with my thoughts, with my articulation? when my mind gets all frazzled and gone haywire?

i'm sorry that i'm so full of multitudes. i'm sorry i can't always be one entity or another ,, argh. i'm so full of apologies

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here's a lil' secret: i'm psychologically pliable the moment before I fall asleep and after waking up! so so easy to mold. just say anything and i'd believe it – but make it believable! subtle. and repeat those suggestions frequently. manipulate me.

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the way i can tell he is growing impossibly fonder and fonder of me. mea lux, i'll make our hearts beat and sing the same hymns, closing down to one singular, unerring coda.

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i'm sorry i lied ,, i just didn't want you to meet him! what if you grow fonder of him than you do me? i can't have that. i love you so so so much, after all!! plus you guys are incompatible, i know you two so well ,,

i love you so so much ! too much,, !! aaa i adore you endlessly <3

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When you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy! then, send to your last ten people in your notifs. you never know who might benefit from spreading positivity. thank you, you're the best! (hi meow meow)

Hello, meow.

1. Very specific, but when I ask for things imperatively and my loves do them despite the lack of a "please" from me.

2. Interacting with people I love.

3. Learning psychology + my hyperfixations (e.g ORV, DE, etc.)

4. Reading a book with well-formulated arguments.

5. Cute cute things,, It's very hard to explain, but I get giddy at cuteness — tiny fluffy animals, humans being humans, those pink or pastel aesthetic moodboards, soft and cute art/things. Anything that makes the sunlx baby happy (and whatever embodies xer energy.)